Over You

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house

What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know

I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together

Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,

And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee

*sing by chris daughtry

How could you doubted me..

I know you so long and you doubted me. Don't you know my princip?
I thought you know me well...but how could you?
If you forget, let me remind you...
- I won't date friend ex, love one or their family.
- I won't date close friends.
- I won't date colleague..
Now please remember that...please don't ever doubt me..
I'm so dissapointed in you... you know who you are....
I'm just me alright... I won't flirt around with people i'm not interested to date with.
And currently I"M NOT INTO ANY RELATIONSHIP!!!!!!!

Unknown Stress

Donno why these few days like super stress...
Maybe not feeling well... hahahaz but don want others to worry
so act like nothing.... hahahahz

arrrrrrrrrrrr...............

A few day ago

A few days ago i told Ah ying how i have change become and how things am for me now... tell her wat happen to me and why i have not been home for so long.... donno why just felt like telling her everything and than you know wat, after telling her everything, i become so emotional so suddenly... sigh!!

Than today i realize that she actually is also having some problem. She seems to be fighting for something but i donno what it is. How can i be so careless and leftout how she felt and she be now.... i really donno man, felt so guilty for troubling her and think that she's still a kid...

Maybe it's me who is always away doesn't even realize that not just me have changed but everyone around me has.... oh god, how can i not realize... maybe i should go home this hol and see all those changes....

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Felt really dull today. Sleep late and eventually wake up late too... =.=

went out with a high sch fren n eunice.

after that i went to starbuck to on9 and plan of doing some animation homework but end up did nothing....

wandering a round the net and view others blog... listen to song and suddenly become so sensitive wanna cry.... hahahahazzzz

finally Yiing Jiun on9 since she haven for few days... she say she had been busy there in UK...

we talked a while and my tears almost dropped... wa lau eh, i'm at starbuck and i almost cry... so malu nye... hahahahazzzz

cant concentrate anymore... T.T

Y.J ask me wait till she come back...from printing then we talk agian.... really hope she fast fast came back... i got so much to talk about...

Shepherd of my Soul

Indeed that the lord is the sheperd of our soul...

Shepherd of my soul I give you full control,\
Wherever You may lead I will foll-ow.
I have made the choice to listen for Your vo-vo-ice,
Wherever You may lead I will go.

Be it in a quiet pasture or by a gentle stream,
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side.
Should I face a mighty mountain or a valley dark and deep,
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide.

Shepherd of my soul Oh You have made me whole,
Where’er I hear You call how my tea-ars flow.
How I feel your love how I want to se-rve
I gladly give my heart to You O – Lord.

Be it in the flowing river or in the quiet night,
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side.
Should I face the stormy weather or the dangers of this world.
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide.

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It's been quite sometime i've not been in here... well, i was kinda busy with my life...and work.
2 weeks ago went to this party with florence and met a few fren there. I'm glad to see them and know that they're doing well, there.
A lot of things happen for the past few month and a lot of things change too.

I met this girl E, she's pretty, elegent and look wild to me... but there's something i felt from her and that's unhappiness... soon i than realize that the feeling is true and she is not very happy with her love life.

i was sad to know the fact as i donno why i always have this ability to feel someone's heart.
time pass and i realize that in life there's actually a lot of things is out of our control especially other's thought. She's one of many i've seen that keep her pain to herself...

I know that pain of hers coz i myself been through that pain.. T.T
i wanna make her smile as a fren not anyone special coz i can't stand seeing people sad coz i know that feeling suck all the way down...

really suck... I realize that love in this world is nothing just normal love that we use everyday in our life. People tend to hide and suffer for love than letting all out. I donno why because of this, i felt terrible... really terrible...T.T